So this is my first blog post. Ever. I don’t know what to say other than what’s on my mind at the moment. I guess that’s what the point of a blog is. I get to say whatever I want. Yeah, I made the choice to do so. So my junior year of high school started on the 18th of August and I guess I can say that I’m well into this year, unfortunately. School is still boring as usual, but this year is a lot tougher than last especially since I’m taking 2 APs. I have a headache at the moment. From looking at others it seems like I’m working my butt off a little too much but I guess that’s what differentiates me from others. Everyone goes out partying and what not, smoking whatever thing they find cool, and i’m back at home either studying, playing video games, or listening to music, mostly studying. I’m not a hikikomori by no means (haha), I just think I have more important things to be doing. If you’re reading this, watch Welcome to the NHK.
Back to the partying thing, people tell me to go just because they’re girls there. Stupid girls from my understanding. Girls who want to go out, drink and smoke, and pretty much make themselves look like idiots. I’m mainly against marijuana, I don’t really care about cigarettes but I don’t want to get going on that. I mean, the girls who go to those parties are people that are most likely going to make the United States have a even higher divorce rate. They’re just too flippy floppy with extraordinarily high standards. Maybe I have high standards? I just don’t want an idiot, that’s all. A girl that I can relate to, work with, laugh, and just all around have a good time with. I’m not down for any meaningless 2 second hook ups. Thinking about girls, what am I going to do for prom? Unless I summon a ton of man power, I don’t know how i’m going to ask someone. I’ve already had a lot of past humiliation that’s sort of scarred me as you can probably tell. Prom…prom…I don’t know. No girls really seem interested in me, I mean i’m not your typical pretty boy on the football team or some crap. Girls just treat me as a friend, that’s all. No matter what I do, I prove to be unsuccessful. That’s a long way from now. I probably should conclude this post with a happy emoticon just to be positive. Thanks for reading!